Torn Happiness

My soul is crying

It's tearing itself apart

And everytime I try to stop it

It aims for my heart

I don't know how to stop this

I battle it every day

People say to just ignore it

But there is always pain

I try to cast my soul out

As my blood spills on the floor

People said to just ignore it

But this blade makes me soar

My mind reels everyday from it

As my body tares itself apart

So i'm sorry to my family

For trying to make it stop

Because now my soul is slipping out

And my heart is now gone

Some people call it depression

But this was my version of happiness

From the start.